22 Months, Psych & Physio Appointments

Quick update for this month, berat 10kg, tinggi 84cm (last check up 13 June-Ampang Puteri)
milestone lain2 x banyak different from last month kot..

Harini semalam ada appointment psych and physio kat rumah.

Psychologist utk follow up balik msia haritu. Mama citer lah apa yg berlaku masa kat malaysia nun. Z melalak2 setiap kali nampak orang. Kalau kat rumah mmg berkurung jer dlm bilik, but he is fine bila keluar jalan2 or pusing2 naik kete. Walaupun Z still melalak2, but mama do feel that the tips yg dia bagi tu agak berkesan. contohnya kalau org tak approach dia, and buat tak tau jer.. he will slowly accept those people. so, Z tak kan meraung bila around them. tapi still x boleh pegang la.. tu pun bagi mama dah ok dah.. at least tak de lah stress mama dengar Z malalak.. :D

Masa jumpa Karyn semalam tu, Z tak melalak pun.. which for Karyn its a big improvement, so dia kata this is her last visits, tak perlu follow up dah.. what? nooo...! I still need you to help me Karyn! huhuhu.. mmg ler Z tak melalak, tapi tu sebab dia asik dok atas riba mama jer sepanjang meeting. kejap2 peluk mama.. so he feels safe. cuba mama letak, kompem melalak2 juga.. tapi Karyn ckp tak per.. biar dia safe dlm pelukan mama. that's the correct way to handle anxiety, but dlm masa yg sama keep including him with the society..

Mama tanyalah how to make things better? takkan lah nk tunggu sampai dia pulih sendiri. memanglah anxiety ni temporary jer, but until when? seriously mama rasa macam dia nak lepas tangan jer.. ;( mentang2 lah dia dh nk resign.. dia cakap dia dah mintak Catherine (Home Teaching Dept) utk pastikan Z dapat cikgu next few months. so, hopefully bila dah ada cikgu yg datang mengajar, Z sedikit demi sedikit akan accept other people.. hmmm.. ok.. tapi masalahnya cikgu datang rumah, so Z bukannya mix with other kids pun... so mama bagitau dia rancangan mama nk hantar Z ke nursery (part time jer la). dia cakap kena pilih yg bersesuaian.. tak boleh hantar ke nursery yg terlalu ramai org. biar yg ada small group jer.. nanti dia akan tanya kat home teachers around our area for suggestion.. hmm.. ok la sikit kot.. but honestly mama a bit dissapointed lah.. ingatkan dia akan bagi proper plan ke apa.. sigh..

anyway, lepas jumpa Karyn, jumpa Paula pulak.. sembang2 sekejap jer.. sebab Z mmg not in a good mood.. tak de improvement pun for the past 3 weeks sbb masa time kat msia tu mmg x practis apa pun.. akibatnya muscles Z dah lemah.. yer la, keja melalak n berdukung jer.. otot2nya kurang bergerak.. so, dia cakap to carry on what we are doing before jer la.. kena build the streght semula..

but 1 thing both of them notice, Z bertambah banyak vocal. still gugugaga no meaning lah.. heheh.. mau ke tak nya.. masa kat malaysia kan Z dah paractis meraung 24 hrs.. mmg lah bertambah kuat voice dia.. heheheh..

k la, mama loves you no matter what sayang.. muahs!!