Kete 'baru' papa

Setelah lebih 10 thn di Ireland, we finally have a car :D

Renault Scenic - auto

Sebelum nih nk p memana jauh sikit mesti naik teksi jer. Kalau nak p lagi jauh, either tumpang org or sewa jer. Sewa kereta for weekend 50-70€ je pun.. Living in city centre nih, mmg x perlu kemana2 sgt.. Everything is here within walking distance. Tak pun naik tram yang berhenti betul2 depan rumah. Opis mama pun 15 mins dari rumah. Sekolah Z mmg depan rumah. Spital papa jauh la, tapi dia commute dgn bas x sampai sejam pun journey. Bas stop depan rumah, then turun pun depan spital. Public transport is very reliable here. Lagipun apartment2 kat city centre nih x come with parking (sbb diorang sub let to office2 surrounding), satu hal plak nk bayo parking.. And they are freaking expensive!

Tapi haritu kan bincang2 nk pindah duduk jauh sikit dari city, so we think its time for us to get a car. Beli kete murah2 cukup la, bukan nk pakai selalu (kat sini kete memang murah pun, especially second hand cars).. Mama suruh papa beli kete kecik sudah, bleh mama tumpang bawak (mama dari dulu takut bwk kete panjang hehe) masa kat msia mama bawak kancil jer, sold it before I came here. So dah lebih 10 thn mama x betul2 drive, skali skala tu ada la, but im not confident especially on Irish road. 

Skali dia bawak balik kete nih. Sabo jer la.. Takpe la, nama pun family car. Papa kata senang nak pindah, tak perlu hire moving van. Hmm.. Walaupun x besar mana, mama rasa mama tetap x berani drive kot. Tapi kalau dh betul2 pindah luar nanti, terpaksa la jugak mama memberanikan diri agaknya.. huhu

Z tengah test drive

Video: First Step

I smile with tears everytime watching this video. Alhamdulillah.. His hard work is paying of.

For most kids, first step just come naturally. But for Z, it took him almost 3 years of continuos therapies. Everyday is a learning process and might continue for the rest of his life. Looking at his smiling face, I know giving up is never an option.

Mama so very proud of you son!

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Isu makan/minum lagi..

Tadik Giraffe's Manager call (few missed call earlier but mama ada meeting). Risau jugak ler sebab selalunya diorang call ni bila ada bende urgent.

Issue harini, Z tak nak makan katanya.. Tadi masa lunch diorang kata dia tido awal, x sempat nak kasik makan.. Dia tido 30 mins jer, then bangun n a bit cranky. they tried to feed him, but he refused and started to chough. Tapi x de temperature. Ayat normal dia, can you please come n pick him up early? Ok lah, dah Z tak sihat, nanti mama balik awal la.. (tgh tunggu pukul 4.15 nih, kalau balik sekarang, kena tolak half day pulak.. 30 mins to go). 

Sebelum mama letak tepon tu sempat la mama pesan suruh diorang try kasik yogurt or soya dessert, and she promised to do so..

Elok jer mama letak tepon, Mairead (Home Teacher) plak call. Dia kata dia ada pesanan penting dari Yvonne (Support Worker), they had meeting during lunch time today.

Semenjak Mairead berjumpa dengan pihak sekolah pasal isu makanan / susu Z last time, cikgu selalu cakap Z minum habis, makan pun habis. Tapi Yvonne tak percaya (mama dari dulu x percaya report cikgu). Yvonne yang bagi Z minum susu pagi2, and she has to force him to drink. nak habiskan 3 oz pun susah. Sebab Z dah habiskan 6-7 oz bangun tido, and he will have a bowl of b/fast just before I send him to school. So dalam pukul 10.30 tu mmg dia masih kenyang buntang lagi la. But on the day that Yvonne not in, diorang kata dia minum habis. So agak pelik di situ. Pastu dia tak nak lunch. Dah 2 minggu dia x habiskan lunch. Mama ingat sebab diorang dah sumbat dia dengan susu, mungkin la dia dah tak lapar waktu lunch. But then dia akan wallop all the tea (soy dessert) and yogurt in the evening. Lapo la kan time tu.. Susu memang bawak 1 botol jer, kalau bawak banyak2 pun bukan diorang simpan dalam fridge, basi plak kang, pastu yang sebotol tu pun jarang2 habis. So mama kasik sebotol jer (and remember, its their policy - tak boleh bancuh susu di sekolah, mak bapak kena bawak susu sendiri - OK).

Anyhoo, Yvonne kata diorang baru tukar blender baru. The new blender is not that powerfull, so masih kasar2. Masa Yvonne kasik makan tgh hari tadi, Z dah macam tersedak2. Then he refused to eat, and went to sleep. (Yvonne left afterward sebab dia keje half day jer)

Laaaaaaa... patut laa.. Dulu penah dah jadi mcm ni skali. diorang siap tepon mama cakap Z tak nak makan. pastu paksa2 mama pegi ambik Z. selang 2-3 hari kejadian yg sama berlaku selama hampir 2 mgu jugak la. Pelik jugak mama, rupa2nya sebab chef cuti, chef gantian tu tak blend makanan betul2. Akibatnya cuti mama yang habis. Bayar tetap sama jugak. Geram betul lah. But of course la mama risau bila Z tak makan, cuma mama marah sebab bende tu dari pihak diorang sendiri, and they supposed to do something about it. Ni tak habis2 nak susahkan orang.

Mama ngadu tak puas hati la jugak dengan Mairead. Dia cakap Yvonne pun cakap mende yang sama. So dia akan arrange with dietitian n angkut skali psychologist and OT ke sekolah Z soon and they will have another discussion. For a moment, dia suggest mama blend kan siap2 makanan Z di rumah. Sebelum nih memang mama nak blend dari rumah, tapi diorang tak bagi - - sebab its their policy to prepare the food in their kitchen! 

Hadoii bertambah bengang la mama dengan diorang nih ;( Kesian Z, by the time he arrived home, memang nampak dia agak lapar. perut berbunyi2 jer.. kalau duduk dengan mama kat rumah, perut buncit selalu. mama bukanlah kerap bagi Z makan pun.. b/fast, lunch, tea, then dinner jer.. but he is full.. dekat sekolah kalau ikut jadul sampai 5 kali makan dari pukul 9-6 tu.. sigh..

Saya lapar tau!! (actually this is his first time pegang botol susu sendiri :))

k la, mama nak balik ambik Z.. Semoga anak mama takde apa2..

First Step

Alhamdulillah, at the age of 3y3m Z finally confident enough to make his first few steps on his own!

Sejak 2-3 minggu kebelakangan ni Z memang suka berjalan. He will grap our hand and will direct us to wherever he wants to go. Tapi kalau kita lepaskan tangan, automatic dia akan duduk balik. But on Friday (15/11/2013) he managed to walk a few steps on his own! 

Rasanya dia tak sedar pun yang dia berjalan sendiri sebab terlalu kusyuk tengok TV :D.

But after that mama berjaya buat Z berjalan few more steps on his own. A lot of practise to do anyway..

Seperti yang diberitahu oleh his therapiest before, he is more than capable of walking, cuma dia takut. Terlalu berhati-hati. Yvonne pun kagum dengan 'kesopanan' dia. Contohnya kalau nak bangun or duduk, he will do it properly and gracefully. Bukan main hentam jer. Nak panjat/turun tempat tinggi pun dia akan buat dengan cara yang betul. Tak pernah lagi dia jatuh kerusi meja or even time berjalan. Kadang2 tu dia memanjat meja. Dah sipi2 bucu sangat dah, instead of bringing him down, mama saja jer biarkan, nak tengok. He will touch the edge, then he move away from it. He knew he's going to fall.  He just being extra careful about everything!! Penakut pun yer jugak..

It will still be a long journey before he can walk properly, but any journey begin with the first step right? 

Tak pe lah lambat pun yer sayang.. Mama tahu, anak mama want to do it the right way :)

Proud Momma :)

First Salon Haircut

Sabtu mama bawak Z pegi gunting rambut - for the first time - di kedai. Mama nak dia gunting betul2 pendek, tapi org tu gunting pendek sikit jer.. Lebih kurang mama buat jer.. Rugi duit n air mata Z jaa.. Tak pe la, first experience for Z hehe.. 

Masa mula2 sampai tu, mama biarkan Z melayan ride peppa pig kat luar. Bila tiba giliran Z, baru masuk dalam. Masuk2 jer terus melalak.. Ada 4 seat (cars n plane) then setiap seat ada tv kat depan. Diorang kasik belon n pasang peppa pig, bila Z macam dh calm down sikit, baru helen start. 

Of course la dia melalak semula lepas tu.. Mama suruh helen carry on jer, he wont stop crying. Walaupun Z melalak, at least dia tak meronta2. cuma tangan tu kadang2 libas sana sini jugak la.. Hehe mesti pressure jer aunty helen tu gunting rambut Z. Senget2. Memang tak berpuas hati. Tapi pendek la jugak.. 

Actually sejak seminggu ni mama perasan rambut Z banyak gugur. Memula tu mama tak kisah sangat, maybe biasa jer kot ada musim2 rambut gugur (ada ke?). 

Tapi last 3-4 days ni macam bertambah teruk jer.. Kalau bangun tido tu mesti ada kat bantal n tilam. Dalam bath tub pun. Kalah rambut mama.. Kalau sikat pun mesti ada jer kat sikat. Sebelum nih x pernah nampak pulak.. Dekat jaket pun ada.. 

Something is not right here, so macam biasa i started googling.. Masih belum habis membaca lagi. But hair lost happen to about 10% in DS. 

Mama dah start risau nih.. Hopefully its not alopecia areata (AA). Harap2nya hanyalah sebab irritatation kat scalp. Sebab Z memang slalu garuk2 kepala, especially lepas mandi. Allergic to something or maybe just heat. Sekarang nih summer kan, panas sikit. Dia memang selalu ada masalah kulit time2 summer..

Hopefully rambut dah pendek nih, gatal2 dan ketidakselesaan Z akan berkurangan.. Tapi kalau still gugur jugak lepas nih, kenalah jumpa doctor..

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WAWA

2 tahun 4 bulan sudah..

His main achievement for the past 2-3 weeks is calling papa 'wawa'. For the last year he was bubbling a lot, but he still call papa or mama 'aah'. We only know he called us because of his voice tone and he will stare to one of us while saying 'aah!' to show which one he called. Now he specifically mention 'wawa' when he wants papa. Nampak jer papa, terus 'WAWA!'. Merajuk dengan mama, mesti carik 'wawa'. Papa takde pun dia still carik2 'wawa?.. wawa?'

Tapi mama still bunyi 'aah'.. sabo jer laa.. huhu..

Tak kisah lah.. every little improvement made by you is a HUGE achievement for me..

Mama loves you so so soooo much!!
xoxo

Official First Day in Giraffe

Lepas bercuti seminggu, semalam mama hantar Z ke Giraffe semula. Keluar rumah pukul 8.45, plannya boleh sampai sekolah Z pukul 9.10, then stay for setengah jam, baru mama pergi office. Rupanya semalam tram tak beroperasi sebab ada kemalangan kecil berlaku. So mama kena menapak ke sekolah Z. Sampai dah dekat 9.30. Memang tak sempat ler nak tunggu. Z melalak2 pun mama terpaksa tinggalkan gitu aje sebab nak kena berlari balik ke office pulak.. huhuhu kesian Z, terus kena tinggal camtu aje.. :( tu pun mama sampai office lagi 2 minit pukul 10. fuuh! kalau tak, dah merah punch card mama.. (last 2 weeks dah banyak ambik cuti, so flexi hours mama untuk bulan ni dah habis, terpaksa jugak datang office on time..)

Log Book (nama pun salah la cikgu..)

Tengah hari tu mama suruh kak yah g jemput Z pukul 1.30. Masa dia sampai tu katanya Z baru tido. cikgu kata baru jer 15 minit tido sebab dia melalak tadi.. :( Kata cikgu lagi, Z tak mau makan, tak mau minum.. tapi ada lah masa-masanya yang Z ok bermain-main. but of course still melalak most of the time..

No foods, no drinks, no sleep

Tak per lah, hopefully harini bertambah baik.. lunch nanti mama g melawat Z yer.. Kalau Z belum makan or minum, nanti mama suapkan..

Harini mama nak suruh kak yah g ambik dalam pukul 3 pula.

p/s: camner nk rotate gambar nih?

Orientation Week

The hardest week so far :(

Monday: We arrived at Giraffe around 10. Mama, papa and Z. They brought us to his class "Wobbler Safari" and being introduced to Z's "edu-care" Miss Magda. Laura, the manager went through few things with mama, while papa entertaining Z. Tak sampai 10 minit, Z dah start melalak. Papa bawak Z keluar pusing2 sekolah, about 30 minit barulah mama selesai berbincang. So we got back to his class and Magda cuba untuk bermesra dengan Z. Tak di layan. Kawan2 lain pun datang menyapa. Tak layan juga. Merengek2 jer.. Kebetulan minggu ni ramai classmate Z yg bercuti, so tinggal 5 orang jer dalam room tu. Good week to start. We left after an hour.

Classmate in Wobbler Safari

Tuesday: Kami sampai around 10 jugak. Mama n Z aje. Sampai2 terus mama dan Z masuk kelas. Plan mama, biarlah mama temankan Z observe the place first. Z ok aje bila mama dok sebelah. Tapi tak lama, teacher Magda sibuk nk usik2 Z. Apalagi, melalak lah dia. Once dah melalak, memang non-stop jadinya. Pukul 10.30 garden time. So semua wobbler (2 class jer) kena g garden. Magda dukung Z, mama konon2 nyorok lah, tak sampai 5 minit, mama terpaksa masuk jugak.. Melalak jer lah Z until we left Giraffe around 11.15 camtu..

'Garden'

Wednesday: kali ni mama bawak kak yah. Sebab mama ada meeting dengan chef. So, while mama meeting, kak yah la yg melayan Z. Dah habis meeting, mama join Z kat taman. Still crying walaupun ada kak yah. Lebih kurang sejam di taman, masuk classroom balik. Masa untuk activity dlm kelas pulak. Still melalak.. Nampak gaya macam dah ngantuk, so mama tepuk2 tetiba jer dah tidur. Magda suruh mama dan kak yah tinggal jer Z kat situ. So, kitorang pun keluar. Dekat sejam jugak kat luar, sempat lah mama pergi view prospect apartments. Pukul 12 camtu Laura call, cakap Z dah bangun. So we rushed back to the school. Sampai2 Z dah melalak atas dokongan Magda. They tried to feed him, tapi kalau dah melalak tu memang takde lah dia nak makan.. So, we just left afterwards.

Menangis sampai tertidur :(

Nota: Mama sangat impress with the chef! Bayangkan ada lebih kurang 50 kids in the school, and she has to cook for every single person according to their diet. 50% are normal eaters laa.. But another half ada different diet requirement. Mama risau la jugak takut dia mixed up ke apa kan.. Sebab Z kan allergy to dairy.. Pastu halal plak. Bab halal tu ok lah, sebab mama akan masak lauk dari rumah, and she doesnt mix pasta/grain/rice etc with meat. So confident sikit. Ada lagi 4-5 org muslim katanya.. For dairy tu, dia kata ada few other kids on dairy free as well. So, dia memang prepare separate food for them. Even sauce and pastry suma pun dia buat sendiri. Siap bawak mama g lawat kitchen lagi. Tunjuk dairy free butter n soya milk yg dia guna plus other non dairy ingredients. Dia kata Z ok lah lagi, ada budak dairy tak boleh, soya pun tak boleh. So kena creative. Ramai jugak yang vegetarian. Vegan pun ada. So everyday she has to prepare 5/6 type of food per meals!

Tengah makan.. ditemani oleh Eli & Mia 

Thursday: kak yah ikut lagi. Mama nak biasakan dia dengan jalan ke skolah Z. Sebab lepas nih kak yah yg akan g hantar dan jemput Z. Kalau mama yang hantar dan ambik, takut lama sangat pulak Z kat sekolah. So, planning nya Z masuk pukul 10 n balik pukul 4 camtu. Anyway, harini mama hantar masuk kelas jer. Then mama and kak yah terus keluar. Tunggu kat luar jer. Then diorang ke garden. Mama dengar Z melalak.. Hancur hati mama.. Tak tahan dengar Z melalak, mama g lepak kedai kopi. Pukul 12.30 baru mama g ambik Z. Diorang tengah cuba feed Z. Sambil melalak2. Makanan penuh atas kepala. Z kalau melalak memang tak kan makan lah. Nampak jer mama terus terkam. Then tampar2 mama. Huhuhu marah mama tinggalkan dia la tu.. Magda kata Z melalak juga, but they were times yang dia tak melalak. Masa kat taman tu, lepas setengah jam dia dah cool down. Tapi tak lama kemudian dah kena masuk kelas balik. So dia melalak semula. Setengah jam jugak, then baru dia diam. Baca buku sorang2 kat penjuru kelas :(.. Sambil perhatikan budak2 lain... Bila time makan, diorang angkat letak kat meja makan. Melalak semula.. He just hate new environment. But there is improvement compared to yesterday..

membaca sorang2 di hujung kelas :(

Friday: mama ada meeting pagi di office, so kak yah hantar Z (sebelum nih mama off pagi, then petang baru masuk office, today mama swap, off petang pulak). Kak yah cakap Z tertido on the way ke sekolah tu. masa sampai dia baru bangun. Mood agak ok. Pagi tu ada story telling. Dia memang suka orang baca buku. So diam & khusyuk jer sambil dengar cikgu bercerita. Kak yah pun tinggal jer lah. Petang mama datang jemput pukul 2.30. The plan is, nak bagi dia belajar tido kat school. Lepas lunch tu nap time. From 12.30 to 2.30 semua orang tido.. Except him. Mama sampai, Z tengah merengek2 sambil ditemankan oleh 1 of the teacher main air (fountain). Diorang kata dia tak mau tido. Tak mau minum susu and makan pun separuh jer. Kata mereka lagi, Z was better than yesterday. Nangis2 jugak, tapi ada lah masa2 nya yang dia tak menangis. He more observed what others doing. Lepas lunch, diorang try tidurkan, dia tak nak. So they play with bubbles which of course he enjoyed it soo much. Sejam lebih, still tak tido jugak. Kesian Z, mata dah merah, suara dah serak.. Memang mengantuk lah tu.. Tapi sebab dia tak biasa, dia tak boleh tido.. Mama sampai jer, terus terkam mama. Kiss2 n hug2.. Mama dok borak2 dengan cikgu, Z tutup mulut mama. pukul2 mama and tarik2 muka mama suruh mamamtengok dia aje. Marah benar dia.. :(

Tidur kepenatan..

Dengan keadaannya yang comot.. Makanan melekat2 di rambut.. Baju basah (main air) Rambut sepah2.. Tak makan, tak minum, tak tido.. Sebak betul perasaan mama :(. Sebabkan dia tak minum dari pagi, mama stay kat sekolah and kasi Z minum susu dulu.. Sambil minum tu, sambil dia membebel2, tangan tak lepas dari leher mama.. Mesti Z tengah ceritakan nasib dia haritu. Lepas dah habis sebotol, terus mama bawak Z balik. Keluar jer dari sekolah, Z terus tido.. Kesiannn.. Penat sangat dah dia.. Selalu pukul dua belas mmg nap time dia. But harini sampai pukul 2.30 baru tido..

Activity bulan Ogos

Mama rasa sedih dan bersalah sangat.. This creche maybe the best school, but whats the point if he is so upset? Should we carry on? Maybe its too early for him.. Maybe i've pushed him too far? 

But we dont have much choice. Sooner or later, Z kena juga ke creche. K Yah dah nak balik this November. Better we start now, so he will get used to creche by then. Even if we got a new babysitter, Z still has to go to school for his own benefit. This is for his future, it's suck, but we just got to go through this.. :(

Mama doakan semoga minggu depan will be better. Mama doakan tak lama lagi Z akan enjoy his school experience. Mama berdoa Z dilindungi Allah selalu.... Sabarlah sayang.. Sabarlah mama.. :(

Amazing Day!

Terlalu aneh pada firasat mama.. Sebab hari ni Z tak menangis masa di Gymboree! And bertambah ajaib.. Z plays with other children!! Lagi menghairankan, orang ketawa kuat2 depan muka dia pun, dia masih boleh cool?!!!?! What just happened???!!

My happy baba :)

Pagi tadi berat betul hati mama nak bawak Z ke Gymboree. Bukan apa, dah la jauh, Z pulak for the last 2 sessions asik lah menangis and berpelukan dengan mama jer.. Tapi sebab dah bayar, mama paksa lah jugak diri.. Mama sengaja pergi awal sikit harini, hopefully Z sempat lah main2 sensorang dulu sebelum orang lain sampai. We arrived 15 minits early. Nampak2 jer pintu sekolah, Z dah start merengek2.. aih, sudah.. fikir mama. Masuk jer, ada cikgu sorang jer. daftar2 then bukak kasut n jaket, terus lah masuk kelas.

Memula dia masih nak berdukung lagi. Mama letakkan atas slide, eh suka pulak dia.. terus main2 tapi still pegang tangan mama lah. 5 minit kemudian ada new student coming. Molly namanya. Sangat friendly. Sebabkan dia baru, mak nya tak tau yang Z nih having anxiety (org lain selalunya mmg tak kasik anak diorang datang dekat sebab Z mesti akan melalak kalau di approach). Berlainan dengan Molly, dia terus datang and sapa Z. Z terpinga2 kejap, but x nangis. Dia Cuma melarikan diri dari Molly jer. Mama biarkan jer lah, mama Molly pulak tengah sibuk mengisi borang masa tu. Lama2 Z macam dah tak kisah Molly dok kejar2 dia tu.. dia terus jer main2 kat slide.. Hmm.. good sign :)

Terpinga2 tengok orang baru datang

Then, sedikit demi sedikit bebudak lain pun sampai.. Z macam terpegun jugak sekejap. Mama pegang jer tangan dia sambil ulang2 cakap its ok, mama here.. dia diam jer, dah tak main2 dah.. sampailah class start.

The good thing about Gymboree is, the class is quite structured. Lagu2 and activity lebih kurang sama jer every week. So, bila cikgu panggil untuk duduk berkumpulan tu, Z memang dah tahu its singing time (last class walaupun dia melalak, tapi time nyanyi dia diam jer). This time, dia mmg dah excited. Dah ketawa2 ngekek2 time nyanyi hokey pokey and bounce2.

Lepas habis activity berkumpulan, buat physical activity pulak. Again, his mood totally different now. Panjat sana panjat sini, main slide, even bebudak lain datang dekat pun dia tak kisah. Even masa cikgu datang and ajar dia dia main tolak2 pun dia tak nangis. First time strangers pegang yg dia tak menangis, in fact dia beri kerjasama pulak. Cikgu suruh tolak, dia tolak. Cikgu suruh stop, dia berhenti. MashaAllah.. mama sangat kagum T__T. Semua orang pun puji2 dia harini..heheh..

Khusyuk dengar cikgu bercerita :D

Final part activity bubbles and parachute. Ini memang tak payah suruh lah. Dia yang dulu pegi kejar cikgu. Mama pun kena tinggal. Dia punya ketawa, memang mengekek2. Cuma masalahnya he still don’t know how to share or taking turn. Org lain punya turn pun dia pergi serbu, pastu toys kat tangan org lain pun dia selamba jer p ambik (-.-).. Tak per lah, we will work on that issue later..

Penat.. habis skolah terus tertido..

Yang penting today he really make me proud.. ^_^. It’s really is a miracle. Just when I am about to giving up, he teaches me not to underestimate his ability. Memang nak menangis jer masa kat sekolah tadi. Maybe for other parents today, he has overcome his shyness after 3 weeks. But for me, he has overcome his anxiety in his whole 2 years of life :D

Sayangggggg Z ketat2!! *hugsss*

C

OMG! Z knows the letter 'C'!!!

Mama perasan masa tengah tengok cd ABC tu, tv tengah show the letter C then Z pun pegi duduk n belek2 letter C kat foam mat!

Wow! Mama really impress! Mesti ada jer letter lain yg Z tahu, but he stop as soon as mama become overly excited -_-

Muah2!! Ok now you have to show mama another 25 letters k ;)
Ketika kejadian

P/s: ni baru Z tunjuk letter C, bayangkan kalau Z dh boleh sebut 'C' nanti... Apatah lagi kalau Z dh mula membaca nanti.. Hmmm.. T_T

First time jatuh katil

kene keep record nih..
happened 2 nights ago.. mama memang tido mati malam tu gara2 balik lambat sebab sibuk meng entertained guests dr m'sia bersama rakan2 (rasanya orng dublin yg terlebih over kot). selalunya mama memang akan tersedar kalau Z dh bergolek ke hujung katil, tapi malam tu memang mama tak sedar langsung. papa lagi lah tak boleh harap, gempa bumi pun blom tentu dia sedar.. hikhikhik

anyway, tetiba jer dah dengar Z melalak! cepat2 mama bangun n jengok ke bawah, Z dah dalam keadaan meniarap. tak tau lah mcm mana dia jatuh and dah berapa lama dia jatuh.. bila mama angkat naik atas pun dia stilll menangis teresak2. sakit kot, tapi papa check x de lah berdarah or benjol2.. lagipun katil kami rendah aje.. terkejut je kot sebab first time dia jatuh..

itu lah, tido buas sangat! sebesar2 katil king size tu, semua arah dia begolek. selalunya mama letak duvet (selimut) utk halang, tapi kalau papa balik, mmg papa jer lah yg conquer duvet tu.. tu pasal dia boleh bergolek sampai ke bawah kaki.. kalau letak dalam his own cot, kejap2 dia akan bangun, that's why kena jugak berhimpit dgn mama n papa.. nanti kalau papa dah pindah balik dublin, Z kenalah jugak tido katil sendiri yer.. nanti mama belikan toddler bed yg berpalang tu..