Terlalu aneh pada firasat mama.. Sebab hari ni Z tak menangis masa di Gymboree! And bertambah ajaib.. Z plays with other children!! Lagi menghairankan, orang ketawa kuat2 depan muka dia pun, dia masih boleh cool?!!!?! What just happened???!!
Pagi tadi berat betul hati mama nak bawak Z ke Gymboree. Bukan apa, dah la jauh, Z pulak for the last 2 sessions asik lah menangis and berpelukan dengan mama jer.. Tapi sebab dah bayar, mama paksa lah jugak diri.. Mama sengaja pergi awal sikit harini, hopefully Z sempat lah main2 sensorang dulu sebelum orang lain sampai. We arrived 15 minits early. Nampak2 jer pintu sekolah, Z dah start merengek2.. aih, sudah.. fikir mama. Masuk jer, ada cikgu sorang jer. daftar2 then bukak kasut n jaket, terus lah masuk kelas.
Memula dia masih nak berdukung lagi. Mama letakkan atas slide, eh suka pulak dia.. terus main2 tapi still pegang tangan mama lah. 5 minit kemudian ada new student coming. Molly namanya. Sangat friendly. Sebabkan dia baru, mak nya tak tau yang Z nih having anxiety (org lain selalunya mmg tak kasik anak diorang datang dekat sebab Z mesti akan melalak kalau di approach). Berlainan dengan Molly, dia terus datang and sapa Z. Z terpinga2 kejap, but x nangis. Dia Cuma melarikan diri dari Molly jer. Mama biarkan jer lah, mama Molly pulak tengah sibuk mengisi borang masa tu. Lama2 Z macam dah tak kisah Molly dok kejar2 dia tu.. dia terus jer main2 kat slide.. Hmm.. good sign :)
Then, sedikit demi sedikit bebudak lain pun sampai.. Z macam terpegun jugak sekejap. Mama pegang jer tangan dia sambil ulang2 cakap its ok, mama here.. dia diam jer, dah tak main2 dah.. sampailah class start.
The good thing about Gymboree is, the class is quite structured. Lagu2 and activity lebih kurang sama jer every week. So, bila cikgu panggil untuk duduk berkumpulan tu, Z memang dah tahu its singing time (last class walaupun dia melalak, tapi time nyanyi dia diam jer). This time, dia mmg dah excited. Dah ketawa2 ngekek2 time nyanyi hokey pokey and bounce2.
Lepas habis activity berkumpulan, buat physical activity pulak. Again, his mood totally different now. Panjat sana panjat sini, main slide, even bebudak lain datang dekat pun dia tak kisah. Even masa cikgu datang and ajar dia dia main tolak2 pun dia tak nangis. First time strangers pegang yg dia tak menangis, in fact dia beri kerjasama pulak. Cikgu suruh tolak, dia tolak. Cikgu suruh stop, dia berhenti. MashaAllah.. mama sangat kagum T__T. Semua orang pun puji2 dia harini..heheh..
Final part activity bubbles and parachute. Ini memang tak payah suruh lah. Dia yang dulu pegi kejar cikgu. Mama pun kena tinggal. Dia punya ketawa, memang mengekek2. Cuma masalahnya he still don’t know how to share or taking turn. Org lain punya turn pun dia pergi serbu, pastu toys kat tangan org lain pun dia selamba jer p ambik (-.-).. Tak per lah, we will work on that issue later..
Yang penting today he really make me proud.. ^_^. It’s really is a miracle. Just when I am about to giving up, he teaches me not to underestimate his ability. Memang nak menangis jer masa kat sekolah tadi. Maybe for other parents today, he has overcome his shyness after 3 weeks. But for me, he has overcome his anxiety in his whole 2 years of life :D
Penat.. habis skolah terus tertido.. |
Sayangggggg Z ketat2!! *hugsss*
well done zach! aunty pon tumpang bangga dgn zach. :)
ReplyDeletehehe.. thanks misha! hopefully lepas nih dia dah tak melalak lagi bila pegi skolah :)
ReplyDeleteClap..clap..clap..big applause for Z!!! Well done Z, auntie proud of u!!! :D hugs n kisses..
ReplyDeleteThank you aunty!! I am proud of myself too ;D
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