Last week as a part-timer

Cepatnya masa berlalu.. Dah habis dah unpaid leave mama. Next week will start full time balik.. Although we already have plan/s but nothing is confirmed yet. For the next 2-3 months memang mama akan keje full time.

Jalan2 di Howth Harbour (Wednesday) I am gonna miss this leasure moment..

Even more stressfull, this week Z refused to go to school. Monday ada appointment ENT, punya la lama tunggu turn, end up mama terpaksa ambik full day off and not sending Z to Giraffe. Tuesday mama hantar Z macam biasa (a bit early), sampai jer sekolah Z terus melalak. Mama tunggu dekat setengah jam jugak (masuk office lambat giler), tapi Z tak settle2. Cikgu Amy off, cuma ada cikgu Katy yg handled his class. Lintang pukang class Z, padehal ada 9 toddler jer..Mama tengok pun pening. Last2 mama terpaksa bawak Z balik. Tak tahan tengok dia melalak. Nasib baik papa off this week. Manager skolah cakap maybe sebab Z spent to many days at home kot, sebab tu la dia tak nak ke sekolah. Dia ingat Z sesaja ponteng kot hari Isnin tu. Bengang jugak la mama. Padehal Z anxiety sebab kelas tu hiruk pikuk. Bising macam hape. And the fact that there is no replacement while cikgu Amy on leave sangat menjengkelkan mama ;(

Tadi pagi bila mama hantar Z ke sekolah, mama dah call awal2 cakap nak datang. Then asked them to handle the class. So masa mama sampai, bebudak dah kat taman with other cikgu. Cikgu Katy jer tengah tunggu Z dalam kelas. Ok la, Z tak melalak. Tapi dia memang tak nak masuk kelas. Mulut bebel2 marah mama. Mama tinggalkan, then terus jer lari keluar. Kesian Z. Mama dengar dari luar Z merengek2.. huhu.. 

Kejap tadi call manager, dia cakap Z a bit settled now. Tak menangis, tapi nak didukung jer.. Sigh.. macam mana nak ke sekolah 5 days a week lepas nih.. :((

Kenan

To all kolot pregnant ladies out there..

Trisomy 21 aka Down's Syndrome happen during or before cell division (persenyawaan tahu?). Yang dikatakan down syndrome itu adalah apabila seseorang itu dilahirkan with 3 kromosom 21 instead of 2 (Sebab tu dipanggil TRISOMY 21). Typical person have 23 pairs of chromosome. Tapi people with DS has total of 47. Nobody knows why its happen (you can ask ur doctor or any scientist about this). Semuanya ketentuan Allah SWT. Sekali lagi diulangi, triplication of chromosome 21 berlaku ketika persenyawaan!

Jadi tak perlulah kamu melarikan diri dari saya, ataupun anak saya, ataupun kawan2 anak saya ataupun kanak2 kurang upaya yang lain. Bayi yang kamu kandung tak akan terkena jangkitan. Down Syndrome bukan penyakit. Jadi ia tak akan berjangkit. Kalau ditakdirkan oleh Allah bayi kamu sihat sempurna, maka sihat dan sempurna lah mereka. Kalau ditakdirkan Allah bayi yang kamu kandung itu ada lebihan kromosom, maka itulah ketetapan dariNya. Bukan sebab 'kenan'. There's nothing you can or cannot do about it during ur pregnancy. Stop being such an idiot and start educate yourself instead.

sekian, kesian.

Update
Ok, I found this post is quite intimidating even for myself to read. I apologies. I was very upset when 1 of my close friend decided to temporarily ditch me out of her life during her pregnancy. I heard this kind of story a lot before and never imagined it could happen to me especially from my close friends.

Therefore please read the anger part of this post as my open letter to her rather than to general pregnant ladies out there.

Lets educate :)

Raya & 3 years old!

Selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin semua..!

Mama x sempat nak update blog lagi, baru je plan nk update weekend nih, broadband pulak rosak.. So quick update dulu la yer.. :)

Z turn to 3 on 11/08/2013. Alhamdulillah, kesihatan bertambah baik. Rambut pun dah kurang gugurnya and mama dah nampak anak2 rambut baru. Hopefully Z hanyalah melalui fasa 'growth spurt' selepas surgery and one of it is replacing hair (theory dr murnaghan). Constipation jer la agak merunsingkan sekarang. Maybe will have to start with lactulose soon. 

Berat z now is 11.3kg. First time pass the  11 kg mark! Tinggi mama x pasti, but according to sinead(OT) yg kami jumpa tiap2 minggu, z nampak semakin tinggi katanya :)

Still not walking. But definitly stronger. Mulut memang bising although masih belum keluar ayat2 yg difahami. Ada la few words yg mama boleh agak.. Mcm dora, bunyinya 'wowa'. Flower bunyinya 'wawer'. Suma babble bunyi 'w'. So payah sikit la nak agak..

Anxiety level pun bertambah baik. Sehari sebelum raya ada meeting with everybody yg involved with Z from SMH untuk Z's 'individual plan' for this year (2013/14). Diorang pun cakap banyak beza Z sekarang compare to end of last year. Last year sepanjang meeting (full house) Z melalak jer, now dia tak kisah pun.. Sibuk tgk dora n baca buku :)

Yang paling penting, mama sentiasa doakan Z sihat dan happy selalu.. 

Happy birthday sayang mama! Mama love you so much!!