Chromosome Study

27th Sept lepas we had appointment for chromosome study (for Down Syndrome). Diorang amik sample darah Z^chary utk di hantar ke Lab.

Kesian anak mama, meraung2 masa kene ambik darah tu.. bukan aje anak, maknya pun meleleh2 air mata jugak dengar anak meraung.. huhuhu.. Z^chary ni bukan la jenis yg suka melalak.. dia nangis pun bila bangun tido kalau dah lapar sgt jer.. lebihnya setakat merengek2 skit2 tu ada la.. so, bila dia dh meraung2 tu, mmg sakit sgt la tu kot.. mamanya try jugak nk be strong, alaa, stakat ambik darah jer tu.. tapi lepas dgr dia meraung2 tu, aduss..berderai2 air mate… huhuhu… siannn anak mama nih..

:: Mamaaa.. tangan sayee sakit ni.. huhuhu.. ::

Back to the study, the result will only be in after 2 months.. tak sabar rasanya kami menunggu. sekarang everything is so blurry.. reason is because we got different opinion from different peads. even paed2 yg dekat HSB tu pun bercanggah pendapat. some of them sgt confident Z^chary has DS, tapi ade gak a few yg ckp no.. last 2 weeks i went to get another opinion from pead specialist at KMC, dia pun ckp NO. he thinks Z^chary is too active for DS. plus from his examination, mmg the signs are not so clear. kalau ada pun the extra chromosome, it should be very mild..

ntah la.. sbb tu i really looking forward for the result. not that it will change anything on my feeling toward him, i just want confirmation so we can plan for his future. lagipun i havent mentioned it to anybody except my immediate family (n beberapa kerat blog readers). bukan nk rahsiakan, tapi tatau nk ckp mcm mana sbb kitorang pun blom confirm lg.. *sigh*

of course i always pray that he will be ‘normal’ (what ever the definition is) but at the same time, i want to be prepared.

Z^chary Aiman adalah amanah Allah kepada kami. Kami akan tetap menyayangi dia biar apa pun keadaannya. Dia sangat sempurna di mata kami. InsyaAllah, kami akan berusaha memberikan yang terbaik kepadanya.