Esok mama start keje balik.. After nearly 12 months (1 month mc + 6 months maternity leave + 4 months unpaid leave + 2 wks annual leave) bercuti, now its time to get back to work.. mmg berat hati nak ke office semula.. And even worst, to think that i cant spend more time with my precious one, really break my heart to pieces..
Tadi pagi, i spent time golek2 with Z dlm bilik sampai pukul 10 lebih.. Besok, pukul 7.30 jer mesti dh bisi2 nk bersiap suma.. So no more golek2 gurau2 di pagi hari.. Huhuhu..
Tadi tgh hari sampai sekarang, i hold him tightly to my chest.. Kalau boleh biar melekap bau Z kat badan mama.. Hopefully esok kurang la sikit rindu mama..
And now as the sun settling down, i just couldnt stop crying..
Mama loves u so much sayang.. Tapi mama hv to work. Papa pun masih baru lg dlm career nya compared to mama.. So, mama kena lah tolong papa.. Dgn keadaan ekonomi ireland yg sgt teruk skrg nih, agak rugi lah kalau mama tinggalkan keje mama nih.. Tgk la macam mana, mama still hv 6 weeks parental leave. Mama akan cuba apply utk bekerja 4 hari seminggu saje.. Harap2 bos mama approve laa.. maybe in future, kalau ada part time vacancy kat opis mama, mama akan cuba apply..
Aahh..sedih lah bila fikirkan sayang mama yg bakal ditinggalkan ni.. Mama rasa all working mommies out there mmg sangat tabah dan kuat.. Mama pun berdoa semoga mama kuat. Mama tahu Z will be fine at home.. Cuma mama aje yg tak sanggup nk berpisah dgn Z nih.. Sigh...
Tadi pagi, i spent time golek2 with Z dlm bilik sampai pukul 10 lebih.. Besok, pukul 7.30 jer mesti dh bisi2 nk bersiap suma.. So no more golek2 gurau2 di pagi hari.. Huhuhu..
Tadi tgh hari sampai sekarang, i hold him tightly to my chest.. Kalau boleh biar melekap bau Z kat badan mama.. Hopefully esok kurang la sikit rindu mama..
And now as the sun settling down, i just couldnt stop crying..
Mama loves u so much sayang.. Tapi mama hv to work. Papa pun masih baru lg dlm career nya compared to mama.. So, mama kena lah tolong papa.. Dgn keadaan ekonomi ireland yg sgt teruk skrg nih, agak rugi lah kalau mama tinggalkan keje mama nih.. Tgk la macam mana, mama still hv 6 weeks parental leave. Mama akan cuba apply utk bekerja 4 hari seminggu saje.. Harap2 bos mama approve laa.. maybe in future, kalau ada part time vacancy kat opis mama, mama akan cuba apply..
Aahh..sedih lah bila fikirkan sayang mama yg bakal ditinggalkan ni.. Mama rasa all working mommies out there mmg sangat tabah dan kuat.. Mama pun berdoa semoga mama kuat. Mama tahu Z will be fine at home.. Cuma mama aje yg tak sanggup nk berpisah dgn Z nih.. Sigh...
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