Rabun

Enjoy while waiting for the appointment :)

Mama tak tahu nak update ape nih.. Tengah lunch hour. Mama x bawak bekal pun harini, nasik dah habis malas nak masak. Sempat grab mini cakes 2 ketul jer tadi.. (sekarang dah jarang keluar lunch, sep duit hihihih).

Anyhoo, Isnin haritu appointment mata dengan Dr Emer. Mama off ler pagi tu. Z was in a very good mood. Walaupun agak lama menunggu (setengah jam jer pun), he was absolutely fine. Memula baca buku, then pegi playroom, then mama sogok iphone. Masa jumpa Dr tu of course la dia melalak kan.. apatah lagi bila doctor masukkan ubat titis dalam mata then suluh2 plak mata dia..

Dr Emer kata mata Z dah rabun short sighted - rabun jauh :(. Tapi dia kata for now belum perlu pakai spec lagi, but she will have to see him more frequently. Memandangkan mama dan papa pun dedua rabun, kami memang dah expect Z pun akan rabun. It just happen earlier than expected jer..

Nasib baik belum kena pakai spec. Kalau kena, mama pun tatau nk buat camner. Z sangat sensitif around his face. Nak sentuh muka pun susah. sejuk2 ni sepatutnya kena pakaikan topi, jangan harap ler.. memang dia akan buang jer. Mama selalu jer belikan sunglasses untuk Z. Ala yang murah2 tu jer, pun sama lah. dia campak jer. Macam mana lah nak pakaikan spec nanti yer? 

Rimas jer bila difikirkan. Sigh.. hopefully by the time Z kena pakai spec tu dia dah boleh faham the reason behind it. 

Now mama nak kena bagi makan makanan yang boleh membantu mata Z. Tapi mama baru baca carrot (orange food) tak elok bagi banyak2 untuk autism. Especially when they have issue with thyroid as well. The worst thing is, Z tetiap hari makan orange food masa duduk dengan bibik dulu (dia kan mana pernah nak buat variasi makanan Z, asal Z suka sudah ler katanya..) So pagi Z akan makan baked butternut squash (pumpkin) with apple, lunch and dinner plak mesti ada sweet potato. itu jer laa tetiap hari. patut la Z posses autism sign. Well at least that could be 1 of the reason for it la..

badan Z tak dapat nak convert carotene to retinol that is useful for his body. disebabkan tak boleh pakai, beta-carotene tu akan berlegar dalam badan end up jadi toxin jer --> toxin is 1 of the cause for autism!!!!. the best way is to treat thyroid first. Tapi sebelum ni dr kata tak perlu sebab thyroid Z slightly above normal jer (TSH 6++). Tapi mama baca even TSH above 4 pun dah sepatutnya kena treat.. (normal is 2-4) sigh.. camner nih. Mama baru jer decide to slowly reduce pengambilan orange food dalam diet Z, now issue with rabun pulak. but the thing is, kalau mama bagi Z makan carrot banyak2 pun tak guna jugak, sebab badan Z memang tak boleh nak convert it to vit A pun.

berbalik kepada issue rabun, mama rasa sebab thyroid la Z rabun. Dia tak dapat enough vit A. Kan? So he need thyroxine (ubat thyroid). Thyroid does effect a lot of things actually. Mama pun tak faham kenapa doctor tak nak kasik ubat. Nampak gayanya mama kena jugak la carik vit A supplement for Z khas utntuk mata. Susah btol nak challange doctor when we are not a doctor ourself. Kan bagus kalau mama nih doctor. Papa? tak pe laahh.. alasan bukan bidang dia. x pernah pun nak buat extra study to understand the situation. Betullah orang kata mama always knows best! or at least mama just want to give the best for Z..

Hmm.. dah mengarut2 dah.. ok lah, baik mama clock in and start buat keje. nanti bleh balik awal sikit.. esok Jumaat, dah cuti :)