Day 44

 

Pejam celik pejam celik dah 44 hari dah saye bersalin..dah habis pantang nih, yey! ok, actually habis pantang masa 40 hari lagi, sbb dapat baby boy, kalau baby girl baru 44 hari.. (kata mereka laa) anyway, nama jer la habis pantang, mcm tak der beza sangat pun rasanyaa..Pertamanya, sebab pantang saya nih cuma melibatkan makanan n jalan2 jer.. tak der la param pilis suma tu.. keduanya pulak, walopon dilarang makan itu ini, kalau saya kata saya nk makan, maka saya makan laa.. fedulik! heheh.. bab2 larangan berjalan pun saya tak dapatlah penuhi. dah anak saya tu sakit, first 2 weeks mmg hari2 ulang alik ke spital pun.. dah kuar spital, kene plak follow up.. so, dgn lain perkataan, pantang saya mmg ke laut lah.. hehehe

Anyway, utk meraikan berakhirnya pantang saya yg tak seberapa nih, smlm masa pegi KMC utk check up Z^chary tu, singgah KFC jap..fuuhhh, legaa dpt makan KFC.Masa pregnant dulu, mmg tak leh makan ayam.. sbb GELIII terbayangkan ayam yg isinya putih2 tu..bau pun tak bleh.. (sekarang, boleh pulak?) hehehe..

::Z^ch yg tertidur sambil tunggu mama melantak::

masa dlm pantang tu, sepatutnya saya hanya boleh makan ikan.. menu hari2 saya hanyalah ikan haruan kering, or sup haruan, or haruan bakar.. kadang2 jer dpt makan ikan perisa lain or daging bakar.. lepas 2-3 mgu naik hangin ler saya.. tension beb asik makan mende tuu ajee.. waaa.. then saya pun curik2 la makan mende2 lain.. hahahah

Harini jugak first time berurut nih.. urut sikit2 jer laa pagi tadi.. since kene caesarean nih, diorang kata tak bleh berurut lg.. stakat urut kaki tangan tu boleh laa.. mengikut mak bidan, batu ketuban saye dh terletak elok.. apekah itu batu ketuban??? uterus ke ar? nurse yg dtg pun asik mention pasal batu ketuban nih..hmm,pelek btol saye.. tak per laa.. as long as normal tu,kire ok laa..

owh, berat saye pun dh kembali normal.. 42kg.. dari hari yg ke 30 haritu lagi static jer kat takuk 42kg tu.. tapi rasanya dh lepas pantang nih boleh naik skit kot.. target 45kg laa.. baru berat ideal.. sayang btol sbb tak measure berat lepas bersalin haritu.. brp lah agaknya berat amniotic fluid saye..

perut masih menggelebeh huhuhu.. mak bidan kata mmg lambat skit nk kecut balik..tambahan plak tak boleh bertungku berurut nih, lagi la makan masa.. tapi dia kata kulit perut saya dah menipis elok jer, so tak perlu risau la.. huhuu, tapi saya masih risau laa.. dah la saya nih kecik, tetiba jer perut membuncit.. uwaaaa..!!

::Bengkung Modern for caesarean::

memula dulu lepas mandi air daun2 tu, saye ade gak pakai kapur limau.. rasanya berkesan jugak, cuma kulit cam gatal2.. so, skrg mmg dh tak pakai laaa..then saya ada beli bengkung moden  strap on yg kunun2 amat berguna utk org2 yg bersalin c-sect nih.. pakai dgn cream sireh.. adoiiii, panas n pedih giler.. terus cam malas nk pakai dah.. kadang rajin jer laa saya pakai..skrg nih asik sapu minyak halia panas tu jer..  bercadang mau beli premium beautiful la pulak.. tapi perlukah? saye nih mmg dah kurus kerempeng nih.. pastu lak tak rajin pun.. kang beli, jadik cam bengkung modern tu jerr.. bayar memahal, tapi terlipat elok kat tepi katil nih.. lg satu, size dia walopon xs, still mcm besar  jer measurement utk saya.. tapi saya mau perut kempisss.. hmm, sape2 agent tolong kasik penerangan skit..

so, itu ajelah regime berpantang saya.. kalau saya tahu cam gini rupanya berpantang, tak perlulah saya balik berpantang di kampung lagi next time.. (wah, dah ada next time la pulakkk hikhikhik…)

First time raya for Zachary_Aiman

:: Mama n Z^chary di pagi raya yg hening ::

 

Disambut tanpa papa disisi.. huhuhu.. sedey sangat.. nasib baik la kat kampong, at least ramai pakcik makcik n sepupu sepapat memeriahkan suasana. Kesian papa, dah la beraya sorang2 diperantauan, oncall di malam raya plak tu.. tsk.tsk.. insyaAllah, raya haji nanti mama n Z^ch balik yer..

 

Preparation for raya, mmg tak de prepare apa2 la sbb mama masih dlm pantang. Tapi dgn penuh kegigihan, mama dh bergegas ke shopping kompleks utk carik baju raya. Malangnya size2 kat Malaysia nih suma besar2. Newborn pun sama size dgn 3-6 months.. nasib baik la mama ada bwk balik few newborn size from Dublin.

 

Suasana raya mmg meriah la.. Z^ch blom boleh jalan raya lg, tapi ramai sedare mara n jiran tetangga yg dtg melawat. Duit raya pun banyaakkk J

 

As for Z^chary, he spent the whole morning dengan tidurrrr.. hehehe.. org dtg riuh rendah, di bantainya tidoo.. (my house sebelah surau, so bila org dh habis solat raya tu, mmg diorang akan singgah rumah dulu laa.. mcm ala2 kenduri jadinya, but at least pagi raya jer la yg busy sbb org kampong suma dh dtg beraya..). Siap org berebut2 nk dukung dia pun, dia still tak sedar.. dh tgh hari bila org ramai dh balik, baru lah Z^ch bukak mata.. hmm, org dah habis raya la nak ooiii...

 

As for mama, raya juga bermaksud RAYA! So no more pantang2.. mama balun jer apa yg ada, sambil2 pekakkan telinga.. :P dh 6 thn mama beraya diperantauan, mmg tak kan lepaskan peluang ini.. hehehe..

 

Owh, 1 Syawal juga genaplah umur Zach^ary 1 bulan. Happy 1 month young sayanggg J

(1 Syawal jugak supposed to be his actual due date)

 

Few more photos di pagi raya..



:: Raja tidurr ::



:: salam-salaman di hari raya ::


:: org dah habis beraya, baru dia terjaga ::


:: si botak kesayangan mama ::

Aidilfitri 2010

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri maaf zahir n batin to all blog readers..

Dah sebulan dh blog tak ber update. Life as a new mom has been quite hectic n internet connection kat bilik adelah sungguh lembabss.



Anyway, Alhamdulillah baby Zachary_Aiman dah beransur pulih from the surgery and was discharged from NICU since day 15 lagi. But we still have to follow up weekly with the paeds n surgeons. InsyaAllah nanti i will update more on our experience in hospital n during pantang.

air mata kami berguguran lagi....

Last moment with papa.. we miss you papa!


Day 4

Seperti biasa, petang itu saya dan suami ke hospital utk melawat little one. It was also the last day for hubby to be with baby before he flew back to Ireland. He has make appointment with the doctor to get baby's latest progress.

Just when we are so excited to see our baby open his eyes for the first time, the doctor came by and bring our worst nightmare news.. They think our little fighter has Down's Syndrome and will have to do further test to confirm that.

Ya Allah, sungguh berat dugaan ini... menggigil2 seluruh badan saya dan suami. Eventhough we are aware of the risk him having DS (1/3 of baby with Duodenal Atresia will also have Down Syndrome), but as a parent we always stay positive and keep on praying that our little fella will turn out to be ok..

Di saat ini, saya sangat lemah.. hubby just reluctantly flew back to Ireland, leaving me all alone in this empty hotel room. sudah tak mampu lagi rasanya saya menangis.. Terlalu banyak air mata ini tumpah semenjak first trimester lagi.. now i feel so hopeless.. setiap nafas saya hanya teringatkan my baby.. dgn keadaannya yg masih belum stabil from the surgery.. will he be ok? What will happen next? what if..? Ya Allah... kuatkanlah semngatku ini..

But I know... I have to be strong for my baby. It will be a long journey ahead of us. InsyaAllah, saya yakin.. we can get through this and be as happy as any other family.

Ya Allah, kuatkanlah semangatku demi anak kesayangan kami.. It still not confirmed yet and i want to think positive.. until then, i will keep praying and hoping that everything will turn out to be ok..

Sayang mama.. Kejap lagi mama datang yer.. mama n papa will always love you no matter what the result of the test will be. We will try to provide the best for you and will make you happy. Just promise to be strong n get well soon yer sayang.. Mama dah tak sabar nak bawak sayang balik.. nanti kite boleh balik ke Ireland and be with papa yer.. mama love you soo much dear.. muahhss!!

Mama
Sunday, 15th August 2010

Alhamdulillah..

Alhamdulillah.. Syukur ke hadrat Ilahi..

i have safely delivered my baby boy via c-sect on Wednesday 11/08/2010 at 10.10am. My little fighter also has successfully undergone a 4 hr surgery on Thursday 12/08/2010 and currently in NICU.
Please pray for his speedy recovery.

more stories to follow..